and found one to my big bro saying
“Up we just left ade ok snte beside they’d the first the we lost”
What am I doing with my life? Great things.
Then I realized how much I really love college, how much I really loved high school, and how much I’m not excited for a real life outside of education. This is why today, I feel like I would like to be a teacher. However, I will not be a teacher due to the fact that I would like a salary larger than 40K. Which is not hard to make as an environmental engineer, or even an environmental consultant. Sorry kids. My knowledge shall not spread into your unborn brains.
Today I talked to probably 10 new people and got 5 of their numbers to hang out this weekend. I have new people that I get to experience every weekend. I have people that were complete strangers three months ago for my best friends now. But I’m feeling like a douche at the same time. I just don’t really care about the people from my hometown anymore much outside five or six people. But I don’t live there anymore, and I’m finally fucking growing up. I didn’t want to until recently, and now I love having new friends, new places to go, new people to talk to every day, and especially not having to make choices based on what the people I know will do about said choices. Cherish high school, but don’t hold on to it once it’s gone. It will do you no good. I let go, and I really hope that everyone that I still care about will do the same thing. Because it’s not healthy to live in high school’s world for much longer than four years.
There are a few of my friends I really care about and that I want to see branch out from the people that they knew in high school. That’s half the fucking reason I don’t want to go to U of Iowa next semester. I don’t want to provoke all of the people that I knew in high school to stick with the same exclusive, narrow group of friends. I want the best for everyone. Sadly that’s not being friends with just the same 8-12 people for 8 years.
Where you open your fridge to drink something with breakfast and there’s only alcohol in it.
Are open to every major at ISU. FUCK YES. Hello 3 glorious credit hours.